Introduction (part 2)

Yes, I know after a long time...when I wrote the previous post, It was just around 1.5 months in my new job and now its just 1 week left in my 6.5 months stint there...thats a different portion of my acquaintance with Singapore...the great news (well at least for me) is that I am leaving Singapore in 1 weeks time...leaving for good...I stayed here for exactly 9 months and 2 days :)
I will come to this whole turmoil afterwards, first let me finish my last post. So, yes I was talking about my bus trips to my work. Well, lot of people helped me a lot for those trips unknowingly and the most strange thing is that they have given me support through there presence (and this is where I think I am little weird).
As told in my previous post, I have started working. Well my workplace is not that near to my place so I take a bus no 197 daily from the bus stop just next to my building. Ok so here goes my weird theory of 'coincidence and confirmation'. When I first started going on that route, everything was new to me; be it the roads or the turns or the daily travelling faces. So I tried getting used to all these in the first week. I wasn’t aware of the timings and the time gap between two buses (for those who are not aware of Singapore bus service, buses generally travel wih the time gap of 15 min max.). So in order to reach office at/before 9 am I had three options: 7:30 am or 7:45 or 7:56 am bus. Oh forgot to tell you people, it takes me around an hour to reach office in the bus and then I have two ways to go to office. One way is 10 mins walk (which I opt when I take 7:30 bus so that I can just pass some more time), another is 3 mins walk (which is a shortcut  ). Yeah so coming back to the main point, so I was new to everything ( and now I think I am the boss…lol!) So in the starting I was a good girl and used to take 7:30 am or 7:45 am bus and reach office well ahead in time :P and my idea of being in the right bus was having at least one familiar face,so that I am sure that I am going to my office. So in my bus route there are few characters, this cute lady (who used to get down at Parkway view). But ofcourse I don't know her name, lets call her Miss Cutie. So this Miss cutie she used to be already there in bus. She had such a innocent face and geeky specs and always a book in her hand. :) I like geeks :P

Then there was this Mr. Short ( a short and a healthy guy), who used to get on bus after two stops. But once I saw him not taking bus 197, that day onwards, he was never my 'Confirmation' target :P lol there are chances I am in the wrong bus and he also gets in...I can't be sure ...right! logically
( to be continued.....)

Introduction

Hello everyone :)

It would be my first normal post (have posted only poems). Probbaly you would like to know the reason, well recently I started having a feeling that I am not quite expressive with my words. Either I am trying to make my point across to someone or I am trying to let my emotions out in the form of words, but I am unable to do the justice to it. So this feeling kind of motivated to write on my blog. Nice motivation I must say!

Well first let me reintroduce myself and update everyone about my life at present. After completing my MBa in Marketing, I got married and moved to Singapore with my husband. Lot of changes in few months! Well, thats life :) and I am Lovin it :P

So after coming to my new home, I started searching for a job. 2 reasons : Was getting bored at home alone and well there is a urge to make a difference after being a post graduate. Its a common phenomenon though and I cant decide which one is the more powerful motivation. But somethings are better left as it is.

Yeah, so far my stay in Singapore have been great, visited a lot of places here (then someone told me, its not that big a place...so slow down!) lol! One thing for sure, I have been making a record of watching a movie every weekend and keeping up with it successfully. I am proud of being a movie freak and luckily so is my husband.

Hmmm...what else...yeah ofcourse my job..well recently (1 month and 18 days to be precise) I have joined Spectrum Worldwide, an event management organization. I have been given a role of 'On-line marketing assistant' for OCBC Cycle Singapore 2011, which is an annual cycling race happening for the last three years in Singapore. Will talk more about it sometime later.

Ok, so far so good....have recently started some weird thoughts in my mind..Will share one by one ( please bear my time issues..I am not busy...its just that I am a LAZY person sometimes) hehehheheheh

Being Married

heheheh....well getting married is a boon in every aspect...
you get all the confidence in the world and all the respect...

There is someone who is always there for you throughout...
This is the best period of your life..well! no doubt...

Filled with promises made to each other and living them...
well its just the begninng as I am new to the clan...

When you are smiling the whole world smiles with you...
You are always on the top of world...well! its so true...

Feeling of being cared and loved takes the priority...
Well you gotta earn it...there is no charity... :P :P

Just few steps are to be taken to live it and love it...
its just like the best pie..and dude! you wanna have it :) :)

INDEPENDENT Vs. DEPENDENT

I cant really exclude independent from being dependent....
Independency makes you fly, sometimes gives you a dent...

Dependency keeps you under the cover, protects you....
But too much of it aloofs you, you wont have a clue!....

There is a right mixture which exists for perfect living....
It depends on you, you wanna go for how much trimming...

Noone in this human body is completely either of it...
Even though you might think otherwise..but its true to a bit...

Its important to feel the existence of both in your life...
Manage it, respect it and take your life in your strife...

Reality

Escaping from reality is the easiest way out...

To keep your faith alive n doing away from clout...

Reality strucks you and cblows you in opp direction...

It just grabs you and says "Hey! Pay attention"....

Its never easy to have whatever you always desired....

But you have to put in your best before getting fired....

Living each moment and making it best should be it...

Laugh when happy n blow away sadness with wit...

Well! So get yourself straight and think about living...

Just show it to yourself and dont get hurt by hiding...

Breaking Apart

Feeling of helplessness sometimes makes you handicapped....

Were the efforts not enough or constraints made you clamped....

You gotta loose yourself and think from the fresh mind....

Relations once made are to be cherished and not wind....

Time and patience is what it takes to make it click....

Sometimes you have to understand other to have a tick....

Friendship is not to be compromised at any point in time....

just give it some time and for sure everything will be fine...

But what about the feeling which just burns you within.....

You just feel depressed and your conscious gets hitting...

Should it be just left like that and let time heal it?

Or should you risk it and may be let it break apart?

Dilemna

Noone who can understand a word you are saying....

No place to go...from where I am staying....

Life has given a new experience all together....

Living with all the courage I can gather....

There is no problem which can not be solved...

Raining whole day and everything dissolves...

Waiting takes all the test for your patience....

Getting used to all such things.....hence...

Gotta learn to do things on my own from now on....

Life has finally said 'Dear, you are just on your own'....

Every thing coming to you have strings attached....

Be composed and calm and dont ever get mad....

There is a fine line between the two sides....

Chose the one lightning up your life......

Sea is silent but waves are hinting turbulence...

I looked out from my window and had a glance...

Life is going at a pace never experienced before...

This page of life I am never gonna tore.....

Never so free and yet tied up I was....

Never try to break a door made of glass....

Flavors that you have never tasted....

Remember the times you never wasted....

Once more, Want to live it all again to get here.....

I promise to live up to my own share....

Nostalgia

Remember the song.."woh kagaz ki kashti woh dariya ka pani"...
hum sabko har din ek nayi kahani hai sunani..
raat dhalte hi subah ka woh suraj hai dikhta...
har din dil mein ek naya phool hai khilta...

bhool jate beete din ki saari hum baatein...
reh jati sirk kuch pyaari si mulakatein...
mulakat jo hui kuch logo aur kuch palo se...
jinse cheezo se parso tak bekhabar hum the...

ek nayi disha ki aur roz hanste hue nikalte hain....
kuch log sahi aur kuch galat raste par chalte hain...
kya galat aur kya sahi iska faisla hai kiska...
har pal ke sath jindagi se ek aur pal hai fisalta...

sametna ho to in palo ko sameto jo yaad rahenge...
bhool kar bhi kuch log hamesha sath hi chalenge..
un logo aur un palo ko dhyaan se rakhna....
kabhi na bikharne dena unka ye sapna...

kareeb hote hain kuch log jo hamesha hasayenge...
gum ke badal aa bhi jaye phir bhi muskurayenge...
yaad rakhna us hansi mein khilti chehre ki lakiro ko...
poori karna un logo ki badhti ummeedo ko...

zindagi ek ghar ki tarah hai..har kona kuch kehta hai...
kaam ayegi yahi ek din kisi ke liye kahin par ...dil yeh mera kehta hai....

Miss you friend....

Life not easy without your words around....
Without you, there is no merry go round...

Dear friend, you are the best thing happend to me...
You are the one with whom i am myself and feel free...

Your words are my strength and your trust my weapon...
Your motivation leads me to get my skills sharpen...

I always told you that you are better than the best...
I believe your words and i dont give a damn to rest...

Be with me forever and never leave me in a desert...
Dont worry I wont let you down, will never hurt...

I can never explain the respect I have for you...
You have to trust me whatever i say is true...

Hold me whenever i fall and lend me your shoulder..
Everyone should have a friend like you to hold her.....

Miss you dear friend...

here it comes....

The fever is on...
to show your real worth to the world..
to live the life away from this herd..
people want to taste what it feels like...
will it be same or all together a new device..

The battle is on...
between your mind and your soul..
to chose the one which can hold...
the brunts of reality and darkness of world...
the toughest battle for the person who is nerd...

The game is on...
among all the people under the roof...
you cant get away and stay aloof...
c'mmon bring on your weapons and prove it...
that you are the one who deserve it...

The competition is on...
between the like minded and not so different...
when the economy is dooming in the undercurrent...
bragging and arrogancy wont pay you the result..
now you have to belong to one or other cult...

Lets DO IT !!!

Human beings...

Is it right to say that I happy when I am not...
Is it the right way of living d life I have got....
Will anyone ever come up to me and tell me the truth...
will the sown seed grow up into a meaningful fruit...
I dont think anyone can ever decide whats right...
but they will try to prove themselves in every fight...
When people starts trying to gain the attention...
It is nothing but the result of their own reflection....
Our professor taught us the concept of MoM in quali...
Trust me it was like an eye opener for many...
But what about the things which are opposite..
It reflects you arent extreme just a composite...
but and of the day you see yourself in others....
God knows when will we start respecting what differs....

Library...what is it??

It was a visit to some weird place ...
The moment I entered, wanted to escape..
Crowd there is dedicated in what they do..
But what are they doing, you wont hv a clue...

Place to be with your group or all alone...
Sit like you are nothing less of a clone..
Mind you eating is not allowed there...
but if you wanna share...take care :P

My previous college termed it Resource center..
Here it is library which looks like a clutter...
No air conditioner and loads of mosquitos...
During assignments it is nothing less of a chaos...

Scene will be different everytime you enter...
Some will be studying, some sleepin in the center..
Few books open and laptops have to be there...
What you are doing becomes everyone's affair...

Lets live .... in our way...

Life is not that simple as it seems to us...
You can see people running after rail and bus...
People are busy with their own stuff daily...
Be it a sunny day or even if raining heavily...
No one stops even for a second and think...
Life passes just like a moment without a blink...
Are we really trying to live while we are living...
Or are we just working harder each day and cribbing...
We need to look in us and decide what we want...
So that on the last day our dreams don't haunt...
Its never too late to start all over they say...
So lets do it and live our lives in our way...

For our professor ... VebCom

You have always been a helping hand in our troubles...
Time passes in a fleeting second like soap bubbles..
One day we were sitting in front of you with blank faces...
Now we are here trying to find out our path's traces...
Everytime greeted us with a smile and open hands...
You have tied us together with VebCom's band....
You have always shown love and care like a concerned father....
Be it a sunshine or a rainy day or a monsoon weather...
Thank you professor for giving us more then what we deserved...
For showing us the true purpose which is to be served...

Utopia....

How would it be like to be in an utopic world....
Will it be a calm ocean or a sea of swirl...
Life seems to be so complex sometimes...
your heart starts bleeding with your cries..
People act differently without thinking twice...
some of them are dumb but few certainly wise...
Everyone has his or her own identity to live...
They are so many things that we all can give..
If we share ideas and the thoughts in mind..
To save the existing world from getting blind..
We can actually create an utopic world I say..
Everyone should do their bit each & every day....

Persistence...

There are times when you follow your head strings...
Sometimes you are not able to understand what your life brings...
When things don’t go the way you want them to be....
When you want to fly higher and higher like a free bee...
Life gives you experiences to learn from them hard way...
Don’t be the one who from the world will shy away...
Looking back into the past always gives you a different feeling...
Sometimes it gets embedded into your head and requires cleaning...
Don’t live in the past and spoil your present which is here...
Don’t worry about your future which you await to share...
Present which is with you is the truth which prevails....
It is the one which is reality and the life which entails....
Don’t sit idle and crib about what is happening around you...
If you have courage be the one and show the world who are you...
Its in your hands to fight the things you want to get right....
You have to do your job yourself and take it in your stride.....

hmm ... first step at SP

Zindagi ne ek din darwaza khatkhataya ...
Aisa laga shayad koi milne aya.....
woh subah kuch aur hi thi apne aap mein....
jis din SPJIMR ka result aaya....
ankhon mein chamak aur hothon par hansi thi...
jaise koi khusiyo ka selab le aaya....
kisne socha tha zindagi aisi hogi yahan...
ek din hi zindagi mein badlav le aya...
kuch lamhe humne kho diye anjane mein....
humhe maaf karna humne aapko sataya....
bhoola diya sabkuch aur diya itna pyaar...
ki raat ki baarish mein jashan banaya...
karte hain salaam hum tahe dil se...
aao milke jashan manaye..ye mukam aaya...

Feelings of a student...

Sitting in the one end of the auditorium....
Listening to someone who is great and standing on pdium...
Full of experience, enriched with knowledge to share...
You just cant sit back and say " I dont care"...
People from diff background and diff streams....
I wanna be a manager evryone screams.....
Is it a quality that is built or is it already...
Or it is just a tag to show off and look trendy....
What is it to be a good leader or manager...
u dont have to make people work beating with a hammer...
Its about being in their shoes and see what they can do...
Make them realise of their potenial of which they hv no clue...
the most difficult job in this world is to make people smile....
give them a lil water to drink, they dont want river Nile...
What about the poors who are living in slums....
what about the sadened eyes and reflection tht shuns...
how to improve the conditions around and make it happen...
for the good of others please have your skills sharpen....
Try to be the one who can change the world....
dont sit back in AC rooms and be a nerd.....

PG Lab....Welcome to the world of SPJIMR...

Personal growth was the motto of the trip...
in the sea of happiness it was a dip...
Whether tatva, aaina or (con)fusion..
We all worked together as a fusion...
Life is full of fun, laughter n masti...
Woh baarish ka paani n woh logo ki kashti..
People brought together...n frendships born...
Sow the seed of a plant which has no thorn...
All the love n togetherness we shared...
For each other we unconditionally cared...
Dance party, bday, event...you name it all...
Let me tell you it was the best places of all..
Saw the talented people in their complete form...
Even in a b-school people dont forget their charm...
Its all about togetherness and building emotional quotient..,
Whether assaulted courses,trekking or treasure hunt...
We pledged to be there for each other in hard conditions forever..
Had a beautiful experience in eggs breaking n waterfall shower..
Life has become much more interesting n inspiring...
It was a must to have that kind of sharing....